Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


  1. MLEEK

    MLEEKHour ago

    Bring back the crazy shoe haul/collections!! I adored those your shoe style is incredible Bunz! In fact your whole aesthetic is just great!



    Haha that thumbnail looks like the grintch who stole cristmas

  3. untrapt butterfly

    untrapt butterflyHour ago

    Everybunny is Sumbunny 💜💜💜⚓⚓⚓🌍🌎🌏💜💜💜 😉😉😉💜💜💜 I love love love you Bunny!!! Hugmoungous hugmoungous hugmoungous Hugs!!! 💜💜💜

  4. kellyfrazer11

    kellyfrazer11Hour ago


  5. Chae C

    Chae CHour ago

    I missed you & I'm glad to be back!

  6. Slay Priiincess

    Slay Priiincess2 hours ago

    I’ve been a swamp fam member since 2014 and never left ❤️🐊 You are so inspiring and I relate to you so much with anxiety and depression, I hope I’m able to meet you one day.

  7. Abby LuckyFin

    Abby LuckyFin2 hours ago

    I love you Bunny!!!

  8. kayliiika

    kayliiika2 hours ago

    please make a Paranormal horror film!!!!! and a clothing line!!! thats what i want to see!! i love your style and aestheic

  9. BabygirlNails

    BabygirlNails2 hours ago

    I also left but never un-subbed. I loved the old Bunny and of course we all change and evolve for the better but we need you back. I am so happy to see you coming back. I came because of the stories you used to tell. The paranormal was one of my favs. Very excited to see what's to come Bunny. Not sure if you remember back when my channel was 3140babygirl, I sent you earrings made from new socks..Hahahaha But Yes, I have been here since the beginning. I think YT had un subbed me a few times for some off reason but I came back. Love you girl.

  10. Lola Fulana

    Lola Fulana2 hours ago

    Love you Bunny. You deserve all the success you have. ❤️

  11. Alicia Lorraine Varela

    Alicia Lorraine Varela2 hours ago

    I met you at Disney World last week in Sci-Fi diner and I couldn’t help but cry when I saw you because I have been watching you since I was a freshman in high school, and I just had watched your videos with Shane and seeing you in person made me realize how excited of a person I was and am to have you be apart of my life. I remember watching your videos and just laughing and loving every bit of your personality. I am so excited to see what new material you’re going to have! We all love you and have always cared for you!!

  12. Saber Queef

    Saber Queef2 hours ago

    7 minutes in and i just have to say how proud i am of you Bunny. I've always been fascinated by you and thought i had this complete picture of you in my mind but then i watched Shane's videos and just wow. to see that pure vulnerable side of you on screen talking about your fears just blew me away. You are so much more than you have shown us in the past and i'm literally speechless in how much i love you and everything you do. I just need you to know that you are loved by millions of us on this little planet. I wish you the very best in life and hope that one day, even though im in the UK, i get to bump into you so i can truly say thank you. Much love to you and Dogman. Saber x

  13. Sophie Billings

    Sophie Billings2 hours ago

    Awh. I'm new to your channel but I can relate to you so much! I go through my life feeling like I have to hide my feelings just so I didn't upset others. I'm so glad to have found your channel. ♡

  14. Meows Easycleanpress

    Meows Easycleanpress2 hours ago

    A Q&A would be cool to get us all caught up and some vlogs would be cool xx

  15. GlamReaper

    GlamReaper2 hours ago

    I love you Bunny! I’ve been a subscriber for 4 years I think. When I started, i watched literally every video you had ever made. Then I kept up every week with every new video you made. Recently I have drifted away, not watching most videos, but I’ve never EVER felt like I wouldn’t come back. I’ve still wanted to support you (I bought your hair tools in January) and I still watched certain unboxings and your hair videos. But I am excited to come back and maybe watch every video again, like I used to! I’m so excited for you.

  16. WJSKK _

    WJSKK _3 hours ago

    I left about 1-2 years ago. I loved your content when it was just you, dog man, the cat, your sippy cup, and your stories from daily activities! Especially when paranormal activities happen or when you went to your local thrift shop and find 192783 baby dolls that look possessed 🙊🙈 I found this video again somehow on trending and just thought you should read your messages to see what the views are more attracted to. I love the “does this thing really work” series.

  17. Rachel Sims

    Rachel Sims3 hours ago

    I am so glad to hear that you are feeling so much better. I have been suffering from depression on and off for a long time, at the moment it is much better, so here's hoping it stays that way and for you too xx.

  18. animekitty923

    animekitty9233 hours ago

    I have been watching your videos since my freshman year of high school in 2012-13. You were the first channel i had watched with a beauty/fashion related focus. Honestly watching your videos back then helped me to break out of my shell and be my own person! I owe that to you, watching someone else that had the same weird interests and style I didn't feel so alone. I stopped watching for a few years because life got busy, that included all channels i had kept up with. I came back and noticed the content was a bit different, but i still loved your videos! Im glad you are feeling much better about your channel Bunny!! ❤

  19. Melissa MacLean

    Melissa MacLean3 hours ago

    Yay Bunny! Thank you for being honest. As long as you're honest with your content and your journey the people who support you and love you will be here supporting you. I have depression as well and some days are good and some days are bad, that's the nature of mental health. I think there is such a push now for people to be talking about it and not feeling ashamed like we've had to. I have tried to hide my own struggles and the people who care can always see through it. You got this girl, and the people who support you will help you through this!! And those who don't...they don't matter. xoxo

  20. Sunshine Lindsay

    Sunshine Lindsay3 hours ago

    I think we might be sisters.

  21. Milady L

    Milady L3 hours ago

    Hey Bunny, sweet Bunny

  22. dass art

    dass art3 hours ago

    I don't like to say it but I left too I just didn't see the old bunny that would dress strange every video and do stuff new and I was only seeing that fun bunny but I wanted to see the real you 😿i am sorry😿

  23. MsMercury

    MsMercury4 hours ago

    You're amazing, Bunny! There's never a bad side to being your authentic self.

  24. Sierra Gump

    Sierra Gump4 hours ago

    Yaaaas girl!! Reach out, we love you!!

  25. lolopol100

    lolopol1004 hours ago

    Crying clickbait in motion

  26. Ferdhaus Ismael

    Ferdhaus Ismael4 hours ago

    Wait what...shane said that he started to reach her first...now she said, her management who reached out to shane first?

  27. Amaia IrigoienGaliana

    Amaia IrigoienGaliana5 hours ago

    I used to always watch you while i was making loom band bracelets. I came back to doing that but with slime 😂😂😂😂😂 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️I LOVE YOU BUNNY YOU ARE SOOO PRETTY IM SO JEALOUS OF YOUR EYES LIKE OMG ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  28. Kellyn Marsh

    Kellyn Marsh5 hours ago

    I love this so much, because I’ve always wanted to see the full, unaltered, real you. I want to see the good, the bad, the everything! I want you to be posting videos that you feel passionate about, not thinking about us, but yourself. Of course thinking about what your viewers want is important, but what you want is important too, and not only do you have the right to put yourself first, but you have the opportunity to show us the real you. The reason I subscribed was because of you, not your content, but you. I love how unique you are, I love how your mind works, and I love that I can connect to you as a person with mental illness as well. So hopefully this change with allow us to see all sides of you, and all the things you’re passionate about.

  29. xXThug BunnyXx

    xXThug BunnyXx5 hours ago

    Joshua 1:9 BUNNY!!!

  30. N D

    N D5 hours ago

    Girl, you can only keep moving up. You're becoming and growing a more mature, independent person and I can't wait to see you take off now! I've missed you bunny, we all have!

  31. Brooke Rangel-Legris

    Brooke Rangel-Legris5 hours ago

    😭 Awww you never lost me Bunny! Can’t get rid of this Swamp family member. Sending you rainbows & sunshine to your big heart of gold! 🌈 ☀️ ♥️

  32. charliegirl

    charliegirl5 hours ago

    I came back to say, this thumbnail kills me. I seriously want to cry when I see it. Glad you’re doing better, Bunny. ❤️

  33. LOL LOL

    LOL LOL5 hours ago

    3 midrolls is the acceptable amount

  34. Stephanie Juillerat

    Stephanie Juillerat5 hours ago

    I did back off ur channel. I would love to see u do more make up stuff. I love watching you do ur make up. Im not going anywhere. I love you. U r out going. That is what drawled me to ur channel. Keep ur head up. U can get through this.... We love you bunny.....

  35. TheJTspeedy

    TheJTspeedy6 hours ago

    Bunny no matter what everyone will love you no matter what you put up. Honestly for me it is you that I care about and what I fell in love with. I have been here and am back here again in my life I feel like I am just going through the motions and I am just done but I am trying to do the same a step back and see what I want. sending love hang in there

  36. fatima essaid

    fatima essaid6 hours ago

    Don’t afraid to be you. We love you just the way you are. ❤️

  37. BLUE 42

    BLUE 426 hours ago

    Shes back!

  38. katie P

    katie P6 hours ago

    I am so happy that you're opening up and showing us you're real emotions. Ive been a subscriber for years and I'm excited to see where you'll take this channel. Love you Bunny!!💙💙💙

  39. sandra henderson

    sandra henderson6 hours ago

    I think the true subscribers are going to know when you are putting on a "mask". All you need to do is be yourself, who ever you discover that is. 🙃 I know its hard to say because I too struggle with anxiety, but just focus on yourself and your happiness and everything else will fall into place.

  40. Kelly Michelle

    Kelly Michelle6 hours ago

    Hugs x

  41. Danielle Doplin

    Danielle Doplin6 hours ago

    Bunny, can’t even begin to tell how inspiring watching this transformation was. I am absolutely one of those OG subscribers that unsubscribed. But this makes me so happy and I’m back and can not wait to continue to watch you grow again. I also want to say that in all of these videos, between yours and Shane’s, I have seen so much of myself in you. It actually has moved me to tears. This was so incredible. Your videos were always an escape for me when I was younger. I remember wanting to be a happy grown up like I always thought you were haha. Now I’m some years older and I totally get it. I definitely have past times in my life that I’m just convinced were the peak of my life and that I’ll never be that happy again. But seeing this like I said has been so inspiring. Growth takes time for sure, but if there’s 1 thing I could take away from this whole series it’s hope. There’s hope that’ll it’ll be good again. I needed that reminder so much right now and I’m so happy that I got to see it from someone who used to be so influential in my life. I’m rooting for you, bunny ❤️

  42. Amanda Rae

    Amanda Rae7 hours ago

    I love you bunnyyyyyyyy!!!!

  43. KawaiiAFKelsey

    KawaiiAFKelsey7 hours ago

    My heart breaks to think of you suffering alone with this burden while we are all here and love you so much.

  44. Samantha Mullins

    Samantha Mullins7 hours ago

    Bunny! You're the most wonderful human being in the whole world! I've been swamp family since the beginning and I'm so happy to see you being you💕🤟🏼 we all love you no matter what but finally seeing you open up is a blessing. I'm so happy for you and I think I speak for all of us when I say we are all so proud of you.💕 Don't dare put yourself down or criticize yourself so much, your beautiful, absolutely wonderful and I'm thankful to have you in my life! This has always been my safe space to come and forget about everything else, to just share a laugh or sciency moment with the Swamp Family!!💕🐊 You keep your head up Bunny! & Don't ever forget the Swamp Family is always here to support you! 🤟🏼

  45. Sarah Holden

    Sarah Holden7 hours ago

    I love LOVE love love you!

  46. ForTheLoveOfGEEK

    ForTheLoveOfGEEK7 hours ago

    It took me a days and days to actually finally watch this video. I was so scared that you where going to say that you weren’t going to do videos anymore. Because I have noticed in some of your previous videos that you were struggling with something internally. Thank you for sharing your life. It is in no means a small feat. It’s hard to let people get to know the real you. I have to say that over the past few years or so that I’ve been watching... the pieces of you I have seen, I loved. I just want you to know that I’m another sap over here and I love what you do and I love you! Take care and I’m excited for the future Bunny.

  47. Lauren Sorg

    Lauren Sorg7 hours ago

    BUNNY I LOVE YOU GIRL !!!!!!! XOXXOXOXOX....YOU ARE THE BEST MReporterR YOU ARE TRULY FAMILY ...XOXO I WISH I WAS LIKE YOU..i have NO like real friends.... maybe one day we could be pen pals....

  48. Catsprivatebedroom

    Catsprivatebedroom8 hours ago

    We love you bunny!

  49. Kylie Snyder

    Kylie Snyder8 hours ago

    I may not always watch every video or anything but I have been a die hard swamp family member sense 2012 I have always come to your videos in all the dark times in my life and there has been alot I have always been able to relate to you. You have gotten me through so much. I have lost alot of my life my friends, my family, myself and your channel has been my warm cozy place. I'm excited to see what the future holds for the swamp family. I'll always be a swap family member for life I love you bunny your the best don't let any one dull your sparkle

  50. Gancanagh394

    Gancanagh3948 hours ago

    This video just breaks my heart. I don't often comment and I don't watch ALL of your content. But that doesn't mean that I don't like your videos and I cannot stress this enough but my preferences shouldn't have an affect on what you do or what you love to do. I am always happy to see a new video from you, because it means you're still up and going, whatever the content. You just do you Bunny, swamp fam will always be here. Subscriptions are just a number.

  51. Cody Dennis

    Cody Dennis9 hours ago

    I never left. Always and forever a swamp fam. You are an inspiration to us bunny. Don’t ever change be yourself. We all love you for you being unique. You gave me the confidence to become myself. Honestly your amazing. ❤️

  52. Brook Hellemons

    Brook Hellemons9 hours ago

    We’re back and we love you more 💖💖

  53. K

    K10 hours ago

    I LOVE YOU!❤️

  54. MsKateish

    MsKateish10 hours ago

    I think that those sides of you that you might have felt like you needed to hide, those are the things the viewers would love seeing more of!

  55. wasowski

    wasowski10 hours ago

    I joined you for your fashion videos and especially for your shoe collection! Im happy to see that you are "growing up" and make videos that works for not only children :D

  56. Miamio

    Miamio10 hours ago

    Shane needs to do this fixing stuff with Wengie.

  57. Jade Moss

    Jade Moss11 hours ago

    I visited your channel last year and I didn’t subscribe. I now love you! I love seeing the real you. We all have gone though things is our life and you made me feel that it is all okay. We can feel sad and we can feel happy and hyper and it is all okay. And I do think you look amazing without makeup!

  58. Adrian Albarran

    Adrian Albarran11 hours ago

    For those slowed down videos, do a mukbang!! Jump on the bandwagon.! 😊

  59. Charlotte Palmer

    Charlotte Palmer11 hours ago

    I love you so much x


    NONYA B1ZN3SS11 hours ago

    Have u thought about goin live? I think thats a good idea...speakin to the swamp family...I think many people would love to chat with you...I think u would c that U R LOVED ❤

  61. Emi__14_

    Emi__14_11 hours ago

    This series made me cry i love it so much and i know the struggle love you lots

  62. My Selected Movies

    My Selected Movies11 hours ago

    We are behind you

  63. horrorest

    horrorest12 hours ago

    Ahw sweety. No 'second chance' here. Just feel like re-involved. You have always been a kind and inspiring girl to me and i hate it for you that you have been struggling so much. Much love from the Netherlands!

  64. MB bennett

    MB bennett12 hours ago

    I'm back! ❤🐇

  65. R W

    R W12 hours ago

    Never left babe you had my heart from day one

  66. Jordan Milazo

    Jordan Milazo12 hours ago

    Bunny, when you started talking about how a lot of us left and are now coming back...I started crying too. For us you're more than just a youtuber, you're the friend we've never had. We love you !!!

  67. BigWater59

    BigWater5912 hours ago

    Drama queens

  68. Haley Mofield

    Haley Mofield12 hours ago

    bunny, just because u have people hate and your loosing some views all u need to focus on you and other peoples smiles and making sure there getting the happyniss that u have u are amazing inspiering very pretty bunny and u should not put your self down the drain we love u and thats all that matters and sorry for my bad spelling i am really tierd and ur never gonna loose us bunny

  69. Diana Fronsdahl

    Diana Fronsdahl12 hours ago

    25:08 - 25:30 YES! It makes so much sense.... you are not alone here! Thanks for helping me realize I'm making a lot of the same personal mistakes... it can creep up on you, and before you realize it, it's gone way too far.

  70. Diana Fronsdahl

    Diana Fronsdahl13 hours ago

    Everybody has that other persona... and it's usually a "work persona", which makes sense as to why you would have that inclination here... youtube can be a brutal popularity contest. You want everyone to like you, and to "Like" your videos. You can easily lose sight of your more "normal" self. That is all natural. But balance is important too...